I posted this on Facebook a month ago:
“Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist when we grow up.” ~ Pablo Picasso. “Oh, I’m not an artist.” My husband and I get this response from adults a lot when we explain what we do. I write and he sculpts. It’s frustrating to hear people give up on themselves without even trying. How will you embrace the creative life in 2012?
A few weeks ago I heard myself say, “Oh, I can’t sing.”
So, I participated in a community centered singing group last night, going confidently in the direction of my resistance, my lie.
There was a nametag waiting for me at the check-in table as though someone had tipped off my muse, the creative source I had recently denied. In all, 20-25 people showed up. I imagined them all to be accomplished singers with melodious tones that taunt the angels. I sang anyhow.
I threw myself into the folk songs, sang harmony and something called soprano. My body and voice danced and mingled with others in the room. By the end of the night, I was hoarse and nobody had arrested me for the sounds that made their way through my chapped lips. You see, I can sing, I’m just not very good at it. My melodious tones taunt the laughing hyenas, but I make the noise anyhow.
Don’t speak the creative lie of I can’t, I’m not – defy it. Your soul wants release through whatever creative means you least want to express. How will you embrace the creative life in 2012?